Therapy part 9...

i really need to blog right now..im stressed and need to get this out...as i told you, i was on a site called ixen,,which was bought by mobion..thats when everything changed..a lot of good people couldnt get on anymore but the ones that did..decided to take over the site...if they dont like you, they use vigilante tactics to chase you off of there...im probably one of the nicest people you will ever meet..im honest and loyal and a better friend you wont find...these girls have their own little click and if you disagree with them on anything, theyll   blog a lot of lies about you to embarrass you into leaving....well today. i wrote a blog and named names and told everyone about them...i dont plan to go back after today..so i consider this closuer..my best freind advised it and you know what? hes right! i do feel better..i should have done it a long time ago...and as a postscript of yesterday...i told you my boyfriend  isent talking to me again...well its hard to accept, when i see him in my chat box on facebook and hes not responding to any of my messages..it hurts a lot and im sure ill cry myself asleep again tonite..but you know what i realize now??? he dont deserve me! and hell never know what he gave up, its definatly his loss..so ill just go on and get stronger til all of this becomes a bad dream...thank you for reading this..ill be back tomorrow..im no where near done with this......Linda